Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Sudden sentimentals for update....

2:26 PM / 0 comments

25 Nov 09

Been like almost a week plus since I am back from KL...
Nice break...nice trip....

Lately, there seems to be so much that had happened....
Frens and close school mates are all settling down or have settled down....*so nice*
Too much FB~ing, but at least I found back lost frens....
Getting tired of playing FB too....trying to clear up my messy kennel....trying hard to find a job too....
cant afford to rot on....I need a JOB !!!

Maybe I lack of $$, I starts to feel insercure too...
I dun like being left out...I wan company and all....
I am at active dog....I cant stay still or quiet for long....

He always do things his way and mk mi feel like a useless bum....

At times I wonder Y am I so nice....
Thinking back it seems like all this while I have been taken advantage since school days, due to my soft-heart...
but then again, wat do I gain back...nothing!

Told myself many times.....but then again....I am always defeated!

Hianx......

29 Nov - BBQ at Martin hse....*try to tk some pic*
05 Dec - Chris BB Full mth....*wonder if I can to go...*
19 Dec - Finding programs!
25 Dec - Gathering with ex-sch mates!
29 Dec - Special Day! *Nothing plan yet*