Monday, November 06, 2006

ReaLLy HeaRt BroKen...SwoLLen SoRe HeArt

9:52 AM / 0 comments

depress
- make somebody unhappy: to make somebody feel very sad or hopeless

(found this online while surfing at random)

This is how I m feeling rite now... I cried in the morning once I open my eyes....

This is NOT the first tym hw u treat me....
Just b'cos HE is not around and I become ur target!!
Its not fair....or should I say, U r NV fair....

Dun wish to dig up history, but thinking back randomly...many things U did is nv to my advantage....
Have U tot to urself b4 hw it would feel at my end?
M I not urs?

When I m so sick or in sever pain, U can jolly well ask mi to wait till U are free or available to bing mi to the hospital....
When I ask for help, U tot mi off.....
When I need $$$, U say tt U dun haf.....
When I m sad or depress at work, U say I think too much and ask for it....
When I m out late, U questioned mi....
BUT wat abt HIM????
U can do all the above willingly for HIM no matter wat reasons but NV for mi....

I have enof....
I always console myself that its NOT the first tym, it almost like a everyday rountine to me....
but yet, again n again n again I m seeing HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF!!!!

Sumtym, I c no pt toking 2 U abt things anymore, cos I know the answer reply already....

Guess the limit is up, once more this happen, I will make things ugly!!!!
*Crying while blogging, guess this is heart-breaking enof.........