I guess I m worst then Cinderalla.....
At least she get to be home by 12 midnite after her Ball....unlike me....
I need to always be home early...How early??!! Say about 8pm to 9pm? Yah u may say tts when the party is getting started, but I dun have the God damn choice!!!
I have 2 'Warrants' at home.....It worst than a prison!!! I guess prisoners get to be back in their cells by 11pm? or those under probations, say abt 10pm to be home?
So where the f*** do I stand?!!!
I am so pissed off wif their f***ed up attitude!!!
Yesterday I was out wif my frens, I had informed them the nite before tt I be home late, SUPER late!!! They acknowledged....
At 1055hrs, my hp started to ring....as I was in the KTV room, I din answer their call, so I had a missed call...they called me twice!! And ask mi wat time I be back...so I told them that I be back soon, as we are settling the payment then....
Once I was home, they were asleep, thinking tt everything is fine, I went to bed.....
And tis morning I got my 'Morning Breakfast', with the 'radio' on and it went on and on and on.....till I nearly burst!!! I reminded myself abt wat Dear told mi, and kept my cool....but I simply juz cant....I hate tt feeling!!!
I have been enduring them since the day I became a young adult....I dun mean to say tt since I get my freedom, I wan total control, but cant I jux get to enjoy a little bit of an adult life?!! I nv stay out late before!! (not until I turn 22)
I dun mean to tarnish their nice image of being parents, and I do know deeply that they did tt out of concern, but y muz they be so harsh on mi?I m not a baby anymore,or is it cos I have been so guai all this while as a daughter to them, even one word from them I dare not answer back, but I simply f***ing dun understand why they have to do this to me??
If they wanna control, the more they should control my younger bro, who has yet turn 21 of age...but did they??
NO!!!
Y din they??
Cos HE is a guy!!!
WTF is tt logic??
When I was his age, they told mi that its not rite to stay out late, cos I may get bad influences....but wat abt my bro, wont he get it??? He can be home at the wee hours of the nite, say about 4am to 5am.....
Dun ask mi wats the difference in a pub or a club or even a bar....I know nuts!!! Ask my bro, wats a volka, and he will explain to U, but not me!!! I only get to know and seen wats a VOLKA only last month...YES, u heard it right, LAST MONTH!!!
See the difference?? Is it fair of them as a parent? Is their logic logical? NOPE!!
When bro is sick, the WHOLE f***ing world have to be involve to take care of him....when I am sick, WHO f***ing bothers??? I guess if I faint in my room, no-one eva bothers to check if I m dead!!!
I guess they simply can get use to me
~being a young adult
~having a bf
~being attached
~having an entertaining life
~not being at home for them to COMMAND, CONTROL, screamed at and shake the '$$$$ tree'!!!
Hianz....Guess I ask for the SKY lah!!!
