Met my fren after i knocked off from work jux now [din pei my Dear today, :-( ]
Went to shop around and din really buy anything...i only got a new mascara.....then went home after tt....
Feeling bored, i came online to surf and read some other bloggers' blog....then i came across a particular ger's blog tt reminded mi of my beloved Granny....
SHE had left us since last Dec, just few days before my bday...i had even planned a Chalet and wanted HER to be there with mi to enjoy my bday...BUT.....though its had been almost half a year... I still often think of HER....SHE is always so wonderful & nice in my mind..... (shit! eyes wet wet wheneva i tik of her....)
At sometimes, things that i do or happen to mi, jux suddenly flashed HER into my thoughts....and at times I really cant control my tears.....and i will cried to myself sliently.....
Although, there is many hidden reasons that results mi from being REALLY close to my Granny...but I still love and miss HER, wheneva I visit HER.....SHE dotes on mi and really take GREAT care of mi....wheneva i visit HER (when she is still around), SHE will wanna hug and chat wif me...when we chat, we are like long lost 'frens', we can chat non stop.....my dad always say tt we are like 'chicken backsides'...hehehe.....and surprisingly, I can ONLY speak GOOD Teochew with HER....(teochew is my dialect)
But last Dec, SHE was admitted to hospital as SHE had difficulty in breathing....SHE stay there for abt a week, I visited HER everyday after work even on Sundays....and unfortunately...tt was the last time i saw HER....
On 21 Dec morning, i recf a phone call from my dad.....the SHOCKING news came....
"Ger, Granny....Daddy's mum, has passed away................."
That day, no one was by HER side as it was early in the morning,when the nurse called......... it was at 6.45am....SHE was actually preparing to go home tt day....back to HER home.....SHE had longed to go home since DAY 1 she admitted, and SHE only wanted my DAD to fetch HER home.... (thoughout my visit to HER she told mi alot)
My world crashed....It crashed like debbris falling from the fallen building.....I was lost...I oni know tt i cried my heart out!!!! I lost my appetite...I smsed DD after i felt slightly calmed.....he knew how i felt....his first reaction was "shit!!!"
I was so sad......i felt to terrible......I lost my Granny FOREVA...........................
"Granny, no matter where u are NOW, u will always be my BEST GREATEST AH MA.....I will still REMEMBER and missed the time we had shared together.......Ah Ma, wo tay xion li ji jun!!! (I m MISSING U rite now!!! in Teochew) T_T
