....jus tell mi frankly, straight into my FACE!!!!
(sorry, m very HOT now, if words used here offends u, I M SORRY!!!)
Am I a GOOD scolding-object? or Am i such an ass in their eyes? or is it my face tt turn them down?
i simply jus f***ing dun understand y some pple tik n feel tt i dun like them, jus b'cos i am always occupy on the day they ask mi out?!!! (how i know so 'jun'? if so 'jun' i sure gamble 4D liao....)as i haf told them b4 to let mi know earlier so tt i can make arragements.....but they nv....they ALWAYS let mi know abt 2 days b4 the actual date......so how can i make it? (m i really wrong?)
I m really miserable lor....do u tik i like such life? Life wif no frenz is meaningless......but i really haf no choice at times.....
I feel so tired and vexed........Mum is going for op soon, i need to look after her, the family and do ALL the house chores....and go to work too..... i really feel so 'helpless'...I really dun know who to confine in.......i dun wanna disturb baby.........i dun wanna make pple worry for mi......I dun know i m so confuse NOW......
...but wat makes mi BOIL now is tt, when i try to explain to tt idiot fren of mine, she simply told mi off and ask mi to forget the whole issue, pretend tt she nv ask..... She say tt i simply cant b bothered to haf them as frens anymore.....cos i m simply too F***ing busy wif my OWN life.......i simply dun wish to contact them......but pls lor...does anyone understand wat i m goin through? Did anyone of them bothered to ask or call mi?
NO!!!!
so wat do they expect? Expect mi to b the one (doing FREE PR is it)to ask around when no bloody F***ers bothers abt my LIFE? and when i m super busy wif my own daily routines? ITS NOT FAIR!!!
....i oso hate it whenever i try to explain my position to them, they jus cut mi off and say tt i m insincere towards them, i m avoiding them, i always gif excuses to them so tt i dun go out wif them, or say i boycott them jux to b wif my bf....pls lor wheres the logic?!!
hei, pls lor, if i dun wan to go i will say NO lor, y should i go for the hassle of bringing them around the bushes b4 pushing them away? tik i so free ah?!! and if they r REALLY my close frenx, they should haf known my characters inside-out rite?!!! (known mi for 3 yrs++ liao lor)
JERKS!!! IDIOTS!!! ASSHOLES!!!! BITCH!!! BRAINLESS-BB!!! AHAHAHAHAH !!!!!!
If this is wat u all call frens, i will say to U....
"PLEASE JOLLY WELL GET LOST OR F*** OFF!!!"
