..........guess u guys are shocked by my earlier post, am jux very mad lor abt the remarks they had abt MY blog and baby lor....wat do they tik they are doing? Wats more is tt i dun even know these jerks.....
....after work i went for my appt....then met up with baby for dinner.......
.....mood sucks lor after my appt, the weather was damn hot and i had to walk a long distance to the MRT station and to baby place........hianx.....
.....when i was at baby hse, my mood really stinks tt i can feel tt i may blow at baby anytime, therefore i control not to tok to him.... T_T
*d weather is really killing mi, awhile is sunny hot, another while is rainy wet!!!
....lately, i m very sian and sad.......i really dun know wats the cause.....i guess maybe its my depression again (*cos depression has no reasons of cause de.. .sometyms it jux happened without u knowing de...)
....i always feel low w/out him, sad at work, lonely at home and vexed for no reasons......i dun like this feeling.....i dun....i feel very awful........but i dare not tell anyone, i dun wan sympathy......so at times i really dun know wat to do......i cry to sleep......
d feeling is simply like, u haf been locked in a air-tight place,without any source of air..... u get it? (",)
k lah, lor soh enof le....
bAbyGeR says nite to all......~_~
