Today is not a very pleasant day...
With heavy hearts...most of us drag our heavy feet and hearts to office...
After yesterday's tough battle for most...
Today is the results for the match...
I call it VERDICT day....
Unexpectedly, I am also involved in the verdict today....
I was promed with an email first thing in the morning....
"I am also in the race..." I told my supervisor.....
What am I to anticipate?
I suddenly realised why my male mgr din want to come in this morning....
cos all 3 ladies under him are going through this 'storm'.....
my 5-yr old started to 'jump' around and complained abt my male mgr's absence this morning....
-__-
I wonder what is the need of doing that when all is final and official?
Anyway, time passed rather fast....
At 1pm, I was called down to the meeting room by my HR...
I was done in 5 mins....
I went up to my desk...
My 5 yr old rushed out and ask mi what HR had told me....
I paused and ask to wait for my supervisor...
I shared the result with them....
Me and supervisor teared...
I AM GIVEN THE NOTICE....
YES, I AM RETRENCHED...
I am given up to July to look for a new job...
A package will be given if I fulfill the criteria...
Well actually I more or less expected this to come when the news of cost cutting is out...
But it all come earlier then expected...
Well, I cant comment too much too....
Now all I can do is wait....
And I do miss my supervisor & male mgr...
They are really nice...
*Though someone told mi I am rather safe after the last mtg, but I know it won't last long either...so I am not that disappointed afterall....
More job respponsiblities lately....
...oso more pressure and worload...
Due to the coming audit, many backlogs haf to be done...
This means that all have to been shouldered by me.. -__-'''
Thinking at the positive side, it job opportunity for me...LOL
Hianx....try my best lor...
Starting not to see daylight anymore....
On a gd side, at least I can stay over at hub hse if I stay really late in the ofc....
Few weeks back, me & small boss had an issue...this cause us some 心病for now....
I learn to be more careful now with my work and conversations on the phone...
Whoever cause this mess, is glad to see what happen nw....
On a different note: Parents are asking me to go BBK wif them, while MIL is oso asking...and Hub is pending wif his Batam Bday trip....
Anyway, I m not all keen....don know why....guess I m tired....
I will oso be KIV-ing my studies....
Wont be able to mk it I guess with the late nites in ofc nw....
...but small mgr is asking me on the status.... -__-'''
Few nites back, created a new chickWings marinate receipe....its yummylious!
*Pic to come later - I hope*
Hub is sick again...down wif bad flu & all....hianx....
Tml is Granny Bday....
Potluck this yr....
was asked to cook & represent my family... -__- LAZY....
but anyhoo, I prepared Pasta Salad.....
Dad wanted to cook Babi Ponteh initially....but the contributed menu was full of MEAT dish....
Therefore I suggested salad...healthy choice....haha...
Ok shall stop here...
waiting for Hub to end his project & pick mi up...LOL
On the way home after grocery shoping...
we passed a Malay wedding reception near his place...
Hubby came out wif this menu on the spot during our converstation in the car....
1. You Tiao
2. Salted fish with bean sprout
3. Cold toufu with meat floss
4. Long bean with Tau Kua
5. Egg Omelette with 'cai poh'
6. Black Bean Fish
7. Oyster sauce Cai XIn
8. Sweet & Sour Pork
9. Tapioca Porridge
10. Canned Longan
Cost per table: S$ 1000
Venue: Void Deck
HE will invite the top-ranked chief....
It tickled me mad!
I was laughing my heart and organs out when he named those dishes....wahaha....
I wonder if there is really such menu out there??!
Lately I am so so emo...
Not sure is it part of PMS...
maybe...
Actually I do not know if I should post abt this incident that happen today...
cos I fear that it may 'flow' or get unwanted attention!
I really do not know why...
This is not the first time...
But I tot it was over...and I have try hard not to let it happen AGAIN...
But I m wrong!!!
This time it seems worst...
5-yr old said somthing so surprising to MN that I couldn't believe my ears when MN confronted me!
I really don know Y....
I am really so taken a back on the words!
B'cos of wat she did....and cause me to feel so guilty....
I cried....and cried....I jux cant hold those tears....
I really washed my face with tears today!
I really hope that this wont happen again...
or should I say...I shall stay away from unneccessay personnel....
I hope it works...am so sad...
