Ah yo....really spook me.....
Life and death cant be avoided de...but lately in my office its kinda getting spooky wor....
Imagine within 2 weeks we haf heard of 5 passed on cases within the same dept....
Its either sudden death, death due to illness or old age of their beloved ones.....
And everyone in office is screaming bankrupt when being asked for 'bak kim' donation....
-__-''' shivers lor.....
Am I being supertitious or is it really true like wat the old pple say?
Its a norm for this month?
And its really those pple's luck whether they can make it pass this month?
Its really so eerie......any scienctific proof or fact that can explain? -__- hhhmmmm
aaaaaaaarrrggghhhh!!!
Times running up soon, and yet mi, bAbyGeR is not making an extra effort lor....
Exams so near the corner and m still not focusing....wat more I haf 2 module tis round....eeekkkk
I really miss those good old school days lor...where U really have the time to play and study....
Unlike now...after a day's work, U really feel so so lazy to touch those books again...jus simply wanna nuah lor....
hmmm....
Really feel so guilty lor, and that 'feeling' is coming....calling D is not a way out, cos he cant do anything much....
aaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhh!!!
I really don know wat I wan lor, always comes to exam I have this stupid feeling!!!
I F***ING hate myself so much!!!! hhhmmmmKkkk
Today is kinda sad day for mi wor....
As usual met Dear lah, but plan to study at his place de, (actually plan the night before that today will b a study day for mi as he got his stuff to be busy with)...but again don know wat happen lor....ended up napping the afternoon through!!!
Once we woke up was about 6plus liao, need to prepare for dinner le, cos he is giving his dad a bday treat....
Food was not fanatastic, din fill my tummy....*hungry now*
Fetch his sis home as it we were on the way, I broke my nail...err...took so much care and now it broke...sad lor
Feel so diappointed lor, feel like I din accomplish anything today but yet so many things happened....
*I did a mean thing earlier, cant blame mi though, HE ask for it....I change my internet log-in pin...don wanna let my bro use the Net anymore...enof of his nonsenes.... *wink*
One word of advise, nv offend mi, or u end up like this.... miserable or dead....
Recently I am so in love with all this....
Got scolded too for having them...hehehe
(who cares rite, some tym u jux need to pamper urself...)
TibiTs
Was shopping in NTUC supermart and chance upon this....itchy hand grabbed it and paid, so tt how I got addicted to them...hehe *lame*
yummy anchovies and flavour seaweed..... :P
ToY
My Hard gay baby is here le...
Cute boh???
BaBieS
My other loves apart from DD....my teddies.....
Oh yah, lets welcome a new family member....
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Small Black!!!! (given by a nice driver uncle)
ok, will leave u all for that now....tym to go work hard a little...^.^
So DisHearTeD
4:25 PM /
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Guess lady luck is smiling at me, the result that I have been wating for is out but... I rejected it.... -__-
Lately I do not know wat is happening between me and my colleagues....seems like the table has begin to turn on the wrong side....
I dun know wat I had done wrong or have I step on anyone's tail that I deserves such a treatment.....
It is really so dishearted to see such things happen to me....so sad, the feeling is like I have lost eveyone around me.... I m ALONE....so ALONE....
Just yesterday I was being humiliated by a driver and my colleague can actually take it as a joke and luff her head off....F lor....I do have feelings de ok....
After this incident, it seems like I m being boycote or wat....everyone is treating me like an ailen or wat....
No one toks to mi today....everyone gif mi attitude when I ask for a favor.....
No one even bother abt mi here today, as I m at the Reception, I haven gone to the toilet for a day.... I m invisible I guess....I dun wan to ask them cos I dun wan tt feeling.... -_-
Kinda regard that I turn down the offer....I wanna get out of here!!!
Another ass keep telling pple tales that I like to bad mouth and back-stab pple, and she toks to mi with a 'kiam' her money tone... F lor.... who she tik she is??
I hate pple shouting at me when asking mi things, I m not deaf or I dun own u a living....
Y is all this pple doing to me? Y are they tarnishing my image? Wat have I done to them?
I have enof...wat is going on???
Can someone help before I go bonkers AGAIN... I dun like this feeling.....I dun think I deserve this too....I wanna break down liao.....
The answer to her reply: Oh ya, its in my drawer. I kept it as U din tell mi anything abt it, so I jux keep it and check with everyone tt walks in...till now he nv comes back wor...so how?? *looking innocent* imagine ur granny at age 60 acting cute and innocent!!!
I told her that it is a serious case as the date due is in Jun and when we found out this case was in Jul (tis mth), and I have to actually ran-sack her drawer to look for it! I feel bad looking into pple personal space w/out permission....if there is any compensation, who is going to bear?
SHE jux looked at mi so innocently and start to tell mi grandmama tales again! -_-''' good grif !
Yesterday I got wat I long waited for, hope the wish will come true...but somehow I m kinda confuse wif the choice....hmmmm.... Wat should I do???
p/s: I got my hard gay toy le...will post him here soon!! yippe!!! hoo hooo
Life is slowly getting back to normal now-a-days...
My lessons have ended and now is self-revision week...haven been self-studying yet...
Not sure is it due to the hactic lifestyle that I have been so tired, feeling drained the mmt I step into my house, thats y I dun have the mood to start my revision *hehe giving excuses again*
Tt oso explain y I din blog much lately too....
I m so bloody pissed with one of my colleagues today....
She almost got mi into HOT soup!!! All thanks to her GOOD MEMORY!!
So wat if she is old? Old then left the company, dun work....becos of her, I always need to do follow ups or bear with her nonsense!!! I really haf enof....
First was 'Half-day Queen' and is 'Blur cum kiddy Queen'....y m I so lucky to meet such pple??
I lay a bet with someone on the answer she (Blur kiddy Queen) will give me when she is back....
Her reply: I don know or I don think U told mi anything....
I am simply lost for words...
Why can pple be so selfish??!!
Its not the first time too, this have been happening for a few times....
I mean personally I feel, this should be a 'wu lia wu ke' thing lor, its not that I am calculative person or wat lah, but pls lah....I free I help, U free oso help lah, but Y u all oni help urself? Wat abt me? I not good or worth to be helped is it....beyond hope liao???
Is tis to say that I m KPO???
Okie lor... enof liao lor, I know wat u all want liao...
I will be hard-hearted and mind my own business from today onwards....I do everything MYSELF and for MYSELF oni...
Its nv worth to be kind!!
Feel so un-appreciated!!
U ask for it!!!
So many things have been happening that I dun really haf the tym to sit down and review them one at a tym...
Somehow felt that my life is in a mess once again....
So lost....
