...suddenly I feel so alone and helpless...
....a sense of betrayal!!!
....ya, I know its late, but I cant get to sleep...mind is alert and thinking and thinking...but I dun know wat is it....jux feel so betrayed!!! cheated and lost....
I so wanna cry.....
I so wanna die......
I dun wanna ask......cos I know wat is the end result...
Why do I always get it?
Why is it ME???? T_T
DiNNeR aT VieNNa
9:05 AM /
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Okie pple...
Firstly, sorrie for the late entry, leaving you in the suspend....
Dinner wif Boss at Vienna was good....but personally I dun really like it....dun get mi wrong, its not tat the food sucks but basically it dun really have the wide range of variety to choose from (like the norm buffet)...
Most of the dishes is soup (brewed, boiled, steamed...etc), wif little of Teipanyaki, sashimi, pasta, and cooked food at different corners....
I tik I can catergoised it as 'Soup' buffet!!! -__-
If u are a soup lover, U may like it there....
I was bloated wif soup that nite....haha....but I enjoyed myself too...wif those crazy jokes, chats and actions!!!
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Yesterday (29/4/06) was Carrie's Bday....Happy Birthday ger!!!
As my office is having a mini carnival, I went down to take a peep....
They have OTO stall, Singtel stall, car-kits and more....
It was really packed at the Singtel counters, as the price was really lashed!! Many bought the HP as its cheap...Me too...hahaha (okie, I know, within 2 mths I get 2 new HP liao... -_-''' waste $$)
Love my new phone and love the fone DD got mi.... ^.^
We had Punggol Nasi Lemak for dinner...yummylicious wor!!!
It worth the Q...but one bad thing....I kanna tummy upset after tt...tik is the coconut rice bah, cos I sensitive to it.... :(
okie lah tts all for today's entry....
Hi pple
As promise the last time round, here is the much awaited chalet pics taken on Good Friday!!!
I shall say no more and let u guys look at the pics....

Guys getting the BBQ fire up....


Fire is almost up...erm...sorry hor pple, the stove kana cover liao...so cant see.... -__-'''


Food of de nite....tiger prawns, chicken fillet, salmon, pork chop, hot-dogs, Taiwan sausages, satay and more...(table too small for more food...hehe)


Get going with the food on the stove!!!


Getting busy....


Getting busy wif the mouth too...kekeke


Satay Man = Max Fei


Da abandon stove!!!


See the liquor cater for the nite!!! Ready to get knock out!!


Me & my darling.... signing off for now

BTW, tml nite I be having good food again wif Boss & colleague at Vienna....so do keep a look out and I'll try (*say I try k) to up load nice nice pics okie.... prepare to drool....
...ENOF is ENOF!!!
Why muz there be such pple in the world?
Pot calling the kettle BLACK!!!
....speak for yourself pple....look at urself b4 U even comment...
...who the hell U tik U are??
...if U feel tat I m like tt and U don like then pls tik again...U are pointing all the other 4 fingers on urself, ass!!
I simply jux dun understand this pple....why??
Y do they always comment on others but they nv check on their OWN blind spots???
Do they they think that they are really that PERFECT?!
SELFISH ASS!!! JERKS!!! I HATE ALL OF U!!!
..........for RETAIL THERAPY!!!
I need it asap!!! I haven been doing that for a long long long...super long time liao...
So busy and and no vitamin M...how to do therapy rite?
How?? I so wanna 'therapy' now....hand ji itchy liao le....
The urge is so STRONG....
Tik I need to get it done fast!!! ^.^
Its been a really long weekend wor...
Super shag is how I am feeling rite now!!! Wanna doze off le... -.- zzz
After my exams is straight off to party liao....busy preparing for DD's chalet (share wif his colleagues)...doing the last minute shopping on the eve of it...
Friday morning was busy preparing the BBQ meat and off to the chalet but the sky decided to 'cry' till late afternoon.... -__- so worried that we cant haf our BBQ...then need to do 'steamboat' liao....
haha...but we haf great fun and time wor...eating and drinking...ya some of us brought hard liquor there too...muahaha...
(Will upload the pic soon once I get my hands on it!!!)
So shag and tired wor after the event, but I really enjoy myself lor...wat a great relax after all those exam fever and work stress...
So good to de-stress once a while rite... ^.-
Came across this site from a fren's fren's blog...
Kinda interesting...
Wat the Pro says:
The Five Love Languages
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others. Dr. Chapman's love languages are: Words of Affirmation, Quality Time, Receiving Gifts, Acts of Service, and Physical Touch.
This quiz might help you work out which is your love language!
I tried and this is my score:
The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probablyQuality Time
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.
Complete set of results
Quality Time: | 11 | |
Physical Touch: | 7 | |
Acts of Service: | 6 | |
Receiving Gifts: | 3 | |
Words of Affirmation: | 3 |
Take the quiz to see urs!!!
SaD sAd MoI
12:28 PM /
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I really cant stand it anymore...
I feel so bad!!! I feel so mean!!!
Really cant take it anymore that I want to trash this out somewhere...and tts here!!!
My heart jux shattered when I heard it...it was so heartaching when I hear wat 'X' said....
Wat is 'X' trying to tell me??
Had I been a jerk all this while to 'X'??
Hianx...damn sad and de-moralised....
I really feel so sad and sian rite now...so wat if 'X' apologised or treat it as a joke....
I m the one hurt from those remarks not U.....
-__- T_T
Today is a special day for my prince!!
He is brought to this world by his mama on this very day....
Yah, u may have guess it...
It's HIS Birthday!!!
hahaha....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST!!!
But my poor Prince is on course today, so cant really enjoy his special day....but it ok cos he can haf his princess later to do a small small celebration wif him before the day ends today!!! (",)
Something to share....
http://flash.cyol.com/product/05121802324416.swf
Wanna learn to sing this song...the blast those speakers of urs!!!!
GeNeRaL PoSt
9:34 PM /
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Been so busy at office lately, and work has begin to pile up liao.... jux becos my partner need to cover another person's duty (outside office), I got to do hers... -_-'''
I already dun haf enof time for myself, and still got to cover her duties when she is away!!! Tinking that I can do some catching up today, I was given a surprise this morning....I need to cover her again as another was on urgent leave...urgh!!
(have been covering her since Tue, Wed & today)
Went for my ultrasound scan yesterday (check for my gastro lah dun anyhow tik hor), was asked to fast again....da scan lasted abt 40mins!!! Was lying there, while the doc used the scanner wif some gel-lubricant to scan my tummy...no result for that, have to wait till the next appt....
After that, I went hunting for food...was extremely hungry wor.... -_-
(try fasting the whole day till 4pm)
In the morning, I headed to JB wif my Prince to get his chalet stuff...was kinda in the jam when we were back in SG....
Today oso marks the end of Gor-Gor stay in the company...he is leaving too....another nice colleague is gone...hianx...seems like pple I am begining to get along wif always dun stay long de...hehehe
Anyway, I hereby wish Gor-Gor all the best in his new career and may he succeed in all he does...muz rem this cute mei mei k... ' ' ,)
Ai Yo...so much to handle neh....
My mind seems so occupy wor...
Wif wat???
erm..dunnoe leh...-_-
Lately I dunnoe wat happen to my health oso lor...like always so poor de...sick and weak, pain and soft...body hay-wire liao i tik...like dying soon like tt....worst still I kanna isomia again!!!
Feel so tired in the nite but cant sleep till the wee hours till dawn...
I really dunnoe when then I can haf a good sleep and get back my health....
I m so mentally tired too....
Went for my regular check-up and found tt I m putting on weight!!! Need to jian fei liao or else I may be even sick!!! -_-'''
And my exams are cuming soon too...how to cope??!
Ji stress lor...cant study well, not enof sleep.... so much to do... so little time...
Tik in no time, I'll go crazy.... I m so mentally drained liao le...
How?? Who can help!!